Hello World!
Spoiler: “Despite the quote from Dead Poets Society on the homepage, I'll tell you right away that my life ‘hasn't been extraordinary.’”
In 134 days I'll turn 50, and this has been stirring up a turmoil inside me since at least the beginning of 2026. The reason for all this immense noise in my mind? Maybe because life hasn't been the way I dreamed it, and now I'm simply coming to realize it. I have a life that so many people would envy, but it isn't mine! I'm realizing that life isn't over, but by now "it's set", and I would so love to go back 40 years and start over. But all of that isn't possible... no, no. All that's left for me is to learn to love what I have, to savor what I have left to live, and to try to change what I don't like, the little that can be changed. This is the story of my journey